So….The year of Purgency.
Back in the day there was this person that I knew that was on a personal journey that he called “The year of Urgency” his self improvement was something he felt hit a critical point and he was giving it his all. His energy and charm had me intoxicated with this idea and I took an urgent look at a lot of things in my life as well. But as some things go, we parted ways, and perhaps urgency and I took a break as well. I am okay with that, I don’t think life is meant to be something that you have to hold your breath and brace yourself to tackle, I think it can be approached with a hand outstretched, open and gentle, slow and steady.
I am often in reflection of my life and what I want and what I don’t want, this last new year I decided that I wanted to do some editing, editing of the amount of stuff I had, the amount of things I kept myself busy with, the amount of emotions I would take on…a purging if you will, letting go of many things to see what was left at the core.
This last week I did the biggest purge yet and I quit my job, a mix between burn out (which is a very real thing and not the fault of the person experiencing it, this
Ted talk is a great explanation of what that can look like) and an itch for my next adventure brought me to what was a very hard decision. My employment often fits nicely with needs of my soul to do things that are real, hands in the clay, walking along side people who are overlooked, or over sensationalized.
So I resigned and I am taking this opportunity to do some travelling. I am going to be staying with my Mom in France, hopefully in a trailer in her magical garden. My plan and intention is to use that time to, heal, make some memories and develop as an Artist.
I am at the part of that decision where fear wants to be my friend and tries to tell my excitement and confidence they aren’t welcome, I think we are going to have a tea date and team huddle, there is room for all of this on this journey, I just want to make sure the right one has the mic.
Anyway, all of this to say you are welcome to use this blog as a window into what I’m doing for the next little while. I think (hope) the rust will get knocked off my writing skills as I start to use them again and I plan on sharing photos and some of my art in this way!